| Pre game: | often times lived with families with the intention of working as a farmhand or in domestic labor, rarely felt as though she was anyone's child. most caretaking memories are with sceleritas. frequently moved as the urges had a tendency to end with empty households. | sees her life as truly beginning once studying in the neverwinter academy. her interests expanded from conjuration to necromancy. outside combat magic, runecasting was what fascinated her the most. mastering her urges came with a stronger incentive when it threatened interfering her studies or expulsion. her purpose as the dark urge was clarified in this time, as well as her need to move to baldurs gate. |
| Post game: | Seelie had decided to embrace Bhaal, not in complacency, but as a living conflict. Succeeding Bhaal without fulfilling his self-sabotaging ideology means she will continue suffering with her urges and never gain his approval. Instead, she sees her struggles with bhaal as a form of succession while she intends to steer the temple bhaalists towards worshiping her as a pillar of the destruction of values. | Her major ambitions have returned to the temple, sculpting bhaalist worship into a new image which embraces the depravities inherent to her urges. She seeks to seat minthara with continuously expanding power, beginning with the storm coast. |
| Take on Raphael's offer? | Seelie has a disdain for all things infernal. while she sees the irony when she calls them nepotistic, she also just finds their codes and practices very annoying. | By extension, she has zero interest in Raphael's offer. there's no offer so enticing she could look past her prejudices against devils. |
| Her guardian? | A cool, edgy gnome (red, brooding eyes, facial scarring) | reflective of the kinds of schlocky protagonists of her favorite books. |
| Biggest regret? | killing orin. | she still wonders if there was some timeline where killing orin didn't have to happen, but she also knows that ideologically they would forever be at odds. |
| city reputation | held a front as advising wizard to Gortash, a role she took in earnest. | being a shady wizard advisor to a separate, shadier advisor gave her a good amount of notoriety, and equal distrust. her disarming presence partially softened this. |
| camp routine and role | routine: spends an obscene amount of time on bathing rituals, and little to no time eating. | role: camp jester |
| carried objects | baubles she intends to give to minthara | painkillers |
| underwear description | "if you spend enough time deciphering this ruffle-choked, lacy abomination- | -you can convince yourself this is meant to be underwear." |
| Relationship with dead 3 chosen | loved orin and honored having a sister, but she expected subservience and was frustrated by orin's stubbornness. felt rejected by ketheric, regardless of how she acted around him. | gortash became the focus of a delusion that they were condemned to fuse into one being. took pride in being his peer and confidant. |
| Favorite spell | wyvern call (BG2) | dethrone (BG3) |
| Favorite Place | bookstores | public theater |
| love language | vulnerability | shared secrets |
| greatest fears | irrelevancy | being held accountable |
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